Firstly i miss my helmet hair of mine.for those who have seen my hair already,why do u keep saying it looks nicer?seriously?i prefer my old hair better,hands down.School is getting on my nerves because i still cant take my exam till i have my membership card number and its kind of irritating me because its been 3 weeks sitting at home waiting for a stupid call from school.so what have i done this past 3 weeks?NOTHING!!!!!! I swear its the same routine as last time again.things just doesn't seem as colorful as before.I have a feeling im programed wrong or something.when i want something i must get it but after a few weeks i get bored with it.is it gonna be always like this or just on occasions?I dont really need anything right now,now the only thing that i feel is what i felt a year back.just me,azam and nizam and the usual people we hang out with.nothing else.nothing seems to interest/make me happy anymore.seems to me that time turning back again,Sometimes i wish we could all dream about the future and learn our mistakes and faults and redo everything again just to make it right.

I just wanna be left alone right now,im not in a clear state of mind