So school was okay.just that i hate Tuesdays and Wednesday now.i have to relive that again.gah

things are pretty much mundane now a days.planning to stop drinking and clubbing and cutting down on ciggys from now on.the first two is easy as pie,the third one the killer really.past few days didn't get much sleep.been lying in bed playing the what If game.for example like what if i meet u somewhere else?you know all the what if question u can think of in your head.been playing that game for 3 days straight,and seeing things now really makes me wonder sometimes,to me action speaks louder then words any day.I got to see it before i can believe it and Im not seeing anything really.Now that i see it all happening words can't really describe how i feel right now.is the one word for all the emotions that u could possibly feel?They should really make one and to me i think that word is screwed!