So school was okay.just that i hate Tuesdays and Wednesday now.i have to relive that again.gah

things are pretty much mundane now a days.planning to stop drinking and clubbing and cutting down on ciggys from now on.the first two is easy as pie,the third one the killer really.past few days didn't get much sleep.been lying in bed playing the what If game.for example like what if i meet u somewhere else?you know all the what if question u can think of in your head.been playing that game for 3 days straight,and seeing things now really makes me wonder sometimes,to me action speaks louder then words any day.I got to see it before i can believe it and Im not seeing anything really.Now that i see it all happening words can't really describe how i feel right now.is the one word for all the emotions that u could possibly feel?They should really make one and to me i think that word is screwed!

So been busy this few weeks with parties,outings,kim,army,school and was abit lazy to update aslo.So wonderful news is that i don't have to go army this year!!!yay!!got my deferment letter already.No more parties and late nights as school gonna start next week.so will be busy busy busy but the upside is that school is near town :D anyone wanna play some pool?hahaha

well went to universal studio like a week ago?if im right it was a Thursday,one day after that special day :D had fun with kim and my cousin and mom.not much crowd cause it was soft opening so every ride took about 5 mins to que which was awesome.it was raining on that day which spoiled my hair as you can see,manage to take all the rides before the park closed except the kiddy rides of course.pfft but all in all it was great but a one time thing cause there isn't much ride for the adults really.more of a kiddy land to me.watch fireworks after the whole day was done.still a great day spent.

will update if anything interesting comes up.

Hi.
I just want to let everyone know that I love this irritating guy in the above picture :)

And he's the reason why I'm still smiling right now. The one who's always there when all I want to do is to frown, the one who makes me happy when I'm feeling so down. He's the only one I have right now, and I don't know how am I going to survive without him in my life. I'm sorry if sometimes I can be too shy, or if I'm a bad liar. Forgive me if I joke around at the wrong time, or I nag at you too much. I'm sorry if I always complain, and always put you to blame. I'm sorry if I trouble you in any way, and also for depending on you too much. I'm sorry if I wear too much make-up, or make you carry my bag. But the most important thing, I'm sorry if I hurt that heart of yours, in any way. I just want to be the girl you think of at the start and end of the day.


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It's 2:02AM. He's not back yet, and he don't know how worried I am. Pig!
I love you lah.