you and me make a beautiful symphony

hello all.so i didnt go out today.i wonder at times....hmmmm so slack at home had dinner around 9 plus with nizam came home did nothing much except for computer and stuff.i took an off day from work today since im still sick so yea.i dont feel like working anymore.that job just doesnt intrest me even thought i work for so little hours i just dont see myself in that kind of line anymore.i thought i be perfect for it but i was wrong.hahahah.see how it goes maybe just work for a month.its 6am and i cant sleep...something is in my mind right now.something about my past but won't let it affect me.why do i feel so connected to this particular person?why does my heart keep skipping a beat whenever i see her msges or calls?why do i see her crossing my mind everytime i take a moment to breath?hmmmmmm still a mystery for me!hahahaha nick nick dont get to far ahead of yourself.i swear i dont feel like doing anything this week.i feel like recoopertating at home.i miss waking up late and stuff.hmmmm idk what to do already.just so bored with life.ouh step sis dreamnt i died!!!!!!there is 2 side of what im feeling towards that,how funny that is and if it will happen anytime soon?hmmm had a dream like that too recently.im a gemeni some more!!!best!!!!!hahaha she woke up and screamed when she saw me die.half of me is like awwwwwww and the other half of me want to know how i died.well wont be going into work till i get better which is idk when so yea.will update soon :D

why dont you feel me?
im so in need

is it a wonder i resist from you

i was the one who fell in this game

then you took me away from you :D

those small words are lyrics to a song btw.i just love the meaning to it. send chills down my spine

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	Yeah yeah, blah. Story of my life? Yeah so? :D	profile nicholas 17,im mixed half chinese half malay.my believes and thinking may seem unsensible at times but thats what makes me different. i dont entertain people who hate me.all of you can just screw off. spam all u like i wouldnt give a damn about it. living life day by day,step by step. takes awhile to get to know me but its up to you to decided if its worth the trouble. favourite music=everything because i dont have a special genre. tell me your blog and i'll link asap.i'll try to make it alphabetical order so its easier (:	Im fine without you now.can you disappear? 4511948491138621202 date: Dec 14, 2009 time: 6:30 AM comments: 0 hello all.so i didnt go out today.i wonder at times....hmmmm so slack at home had dinner around 9 plus with nizam came home did nothing much except for computer and stuff.i took an off day from work today since im still sick so yea.i dont feel like working anymore.that job just doesnt intrest me even thought i work for so little hours i just dont see myself in that kind of line anymore.i thought i be perfect for it but i was wrong.hahahah.see how it goes maybe just work for a month.its 6am and i cant sleep...something is in my mind right now.something about my past but won't let it affect me.why do i feel so connected to this particular person?why does my heart keep skipping a beat whenever i see her msges or calls?why do i see her crossing my mind everytime i take a moment to breath?hmmmmmm still a mystery for me!hahahaha nick nick dont get to far ahead of yourself.i swear i dont feel like doing anything this week.i feel like recoopertating at home.i miss waking up late and stuff.hmmmm idk what to do already.just so bored with life.ouh step sis dreamnt i died!!!!!!there is 2 side of what im feeling towards that,how funny that is and if it will happen anytime soon?hmmm had a dream like that too recently.im a gemeni some more!!!best!!!!!hahaha she woke up and screamed when she saw me die.half of me is like awwwwwww and the other half of me want to know how i died.well wont be going into work till i get better which is idk when so yea.will update soon :D why dont you feel me? im so in need is it a wonder i resist from you i was the one who fell in this game then you took me away from you :D those small words are lyrics to a song btw.i just love the meaning to it. send chills down my spine comment?	archives November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 May 2010 recently sick D: so so hectic lost in time boo fucking hoo sepet habis so tired!!!! everything happened to fast wtf?no party for me Fun Fun Fun lethargic	links :D ahyeen aisyah amirah dalila eiya azra erin feeefit fifi fxza haziqah hazimah hirah iea iman iqa kaseh kim liyana mel mirah nyonyia myra nadzirah nana darling noni izzati nizamhot ruby syiqah yana	contact me msn: nickzz_28@hotmail.com facebook